I don’t understand how it’s been this long and I still have the feelings for you like I did before. Why can’t I just forget about you? Why do I still get a stupid smile on my face at the thought of you? Why are you in my mind 24/7? Why do I come up with stupid excuses to talk to you then end up just sounding like an idiot but not caring because I got to hear your voice? I just don’t understand it. If I had the choice I wouldn’t go back to you. Yet I still love you with all my heart.